conviction
my heart is still with conviction.. remembering the fire that once dwelt.. the passion that once consumed.. your heart engulfed me.. I was quick to yield.. and sure to find.. that which your hand presented to mine..
yet somehow along the way.. my heart grew weary.. my spirit dismayed… sin crept its head and layed foot..
the battle that once raged on.. became too much.. too strong. .
I was deceived into the perception, that I could resist by my own might.. yet within the source that I thought to fight.. I was betrayed and defeated.. sin draws from within, fleshly desires that amount us as men..
thus far it begun.. a season of being undone… yet threw its array.. I sought to trust and obey.. disregarding the stigma of sin.. that blinded my way
I relied on grace.. yet it was not enough.. for my selfish desires had run me amuck ..
fighting.. and feuding.. my actions cheapend your grace.. my hearts desires became inward and misplaced..
through it all… my life shifted.. and sprawled..
so I continued to do.. the only thing that I knew..
